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I have my own software & game company, Nyanko, which I founded together with a good friend in Canada. My favourite colours are purple and pink, my favourite book is 'An Artist of the Floating World' by Ishiguro Kazuo and I watch a lot of anime series and movies.
My hobbies including reading (mostly fantasy), playing the guitar, piano and learning the violin, plus I'm crazy about everything technology/science and of course cats : D My life hasn't been all sunshine so far, though, and I'd even claim that my life knows more cloudy and rainy days than the opposite even now. I have a rare form of giftedness ("Visual-spatial learner with auditory deficiency") which essentially expresses itself in a general increased mental acuity, not focused on a single area, combined with extreme emotional sensitivity and empathy.
The visual-spatial part means that I think in 'images' and am able to realize connections between related things very well.
The VUMC, which is the primary hospital with a gender team in this country, has done absolutely nothing for me, even refusing to do a single test in the past years.
All I desire are some tests and clarity on the MRI scan, yet even this appears to be too much.
It's just that so many things and thoughts are happening inside my mind simultaneously that it takes some effort to sort through.
The auditory deficiency also means that interacting with others using spoken words takes a lot more effort than for others.
According to three German MRI scan reports I am a hermaphrodite, yet here in the Netherlands multiple hospitals so far still claim they can't see anything unusual or at least not the presence of female reproductive organs.
The past years I have spent trying to find some conclusive answers after I suddenly realized in early 2005 that I had never consciously made the decision to be a boy or girl and had stayed a child emotionally.
An event during the last months of 2010 and early 2011 have further worsened my PTSD, when the new girlfriend of a now former housemate together with a friend of hers decided it would be an awesome idea to bully me into leaving the house, by making use of every single weakness, including my uncertainty about my body and making me feel unwanted in general.
This culminated in a suicide attempt which I luckily survived, but which has opened my eyes to the fact that if I ever get help and friends, it won't be in this god-forsaken country.
They however refused to perform any further examinations or tests, resulting in me being unable to get any medical assistance in the Netherlands.
I also tried to have the John Hopkins Medical hospital, the best hospital in the USA and among the top-rated hospitals in the world, help me, but they refused to do so in the end.